Revitalization

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I want to let it out, but I don't know how. I don't know what needs to come out to begin with. I need to address the root of it all, the cause of my demise. When did it all become complex? How did simplicity become just another notion in my life? As a child, I never imagined it would be this way. I figured problems would just go away somehow, without any effort required of me. But in reality, it is not quite that simple. It requires far more personal involvement in order to get emotionally repaired from life's woes.

Thankfully, many of the battles given to me to defeat have lead me to become the person I am today. I am more than grateful to have been able to experience the upheaval because without it, I would be another boring person just wilting away. I would not have been able to develop a thought process behind complicated situations and my tenacity would not be what it is today.

Many of us cringe at the thought of hardship or some sort of difficulty. In reality, it should never be viewed upon this way. Our problems are only temporary, we are supposed to figure it out and thrive. It is really up to us to get to that point mentally, no one else can achieve that for us. It doesn't matter how much you think your bestfriend, spouse, or parents can be your crutch, eventually no one can support you as much as you can yourself. Once you learn a sense of independence and apply it to your daily struggle, then you will become liberated from codependence.

I am thankful all around for where I came from and where I am today.

Are you willing to accept your demise and grow from your pain?
Don't let problems consume you, they are meant to revive you.
Let them be your nutrients, let life water and provide for you.

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