Another Day

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Another day has come to an end and I am left with a feeling of doubt. Did I properly utilize all of my capacity at my job today? Could I have possibly done more to really say I lived today as if it were my last? I tend to ruminate, a lot, especially at the end of the day. Could I possibly be doing something else more worthy of my time? I guess you can say it isn't worth having all these questions enter my mind at this time of the day, but it is engrained within me to constantly reflect. My doubts are always cast at slight angles, depending on the situation along with my emotional state. I guess you can say I am too inward focused always trying to figure myself out amidst a chaotic world around me. Who else wouldn't be in a perplexed state of mind considering the nature of the current events. The world continues to revolve in a state of crisis, from the constant blare of the news to the next mounting pandemic. It is easy to be overwhelmed and agitated from the constant influx of information that we have to process in such a short amount of time. We rarely have time to sit and deeply think about our surroundings; we are primed to absorb as much as we can. This leaves our brain feeling numb to minor details that are essential to our existence and well-being. We should be able to stop for a minute and really pinpoint what we didn't quite catch on to when we had a conversation with that stranger or that sullen expression from a lady across from me at the train station. These intricacies are what guide us and our intuition to live our lives in alignment with our true desires and passions. If we simply drown them out with drugs or societal expectation, then we are left without direction from our inner voice. If we are left misguided from our inner workings, we will not live a life true to who we are. This lack of authenticity can easily lead to depression and anxiety, which in turn will cause us to revert to illicit means of coping. It is best to live your life genuine, simple, positive, and with lots of love. Always revere to the truth and sincerity in your words and expressions along with your freedom and independence. Always spread lots of love and spare the hate, simply let it go. All it takes is one day to make a difference, to live better for yourself and those around you.

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